Me and Anup....My life's very first precious close friend...
"My First Hello with My Brother"....but dnt know that U had't gave me a chance to say Good By.
From day one without knowing it, I loved you with all my heart.
As I grew older I looked up to you and to no other.
Yes, We fought many of times but you supported,
and encouraged me in everything I did.
You were my Best Friend and My Hero.
At nights I miss u like so much as i know you are not here.
I miss your comfort and the way you made me feel safe.
I miss our nonsense arguments and all our wrestling matches just to pass time.
I like to remember our times togehther good times and the bad.
I regret the times I yelled at you when you were only trying to help,
but you know I only did it bcz you did it to me.
I wanted to do everything you did,
bcz I wanted to JUST like You!!!
I miss ypur Big Smile,
and I miss the way we love to have non-veg...as U alwz searches new places for me..
But most of all I miss your reassuring hugs...:-(...:-(
"I wish I could go back and tell you how i felt,
tell you that I really need U."
I really loved to wear your all time ventilated shorts no matter what i said...
like I did when I was little.
But there is one more truth that there is a certain aloneness that can never filled...:'(
I miss U Bhai,...I miss your Smile....
I cant put my heart in these lines, I only want You to know how much I love u...