It’s just day’s back, I somehow saw this snap of Anup. He is looking so beautiful and cute. He love to have food and that’s what a biscuit he is carrying that time also. My memories are not at all sharp, this is what I have realized these days, when I tried to remember our old time memories but could not retrieve them all. But one thing is true, that he is same, as cute as he was as a kid and as cute as when I left him at the airport. I shouldn’t have left him that time. It’s now 1.5 Months he left us, but I could not find a single way how to live a happy life without him. I desperately need him these days. He was the angel of my small family, he was the mode of happiness always, he was the reason of celebration, he was my helping hand, he was my punching bag, etc. etc. Things are absolutely same here as you left; it’s just you who is missing here. I know you can’t come back, now it’s too late but at least keep showing your presence somewhere, I think god can at least grant you this much. Missing you my brother so much !! Take care of your self !!