Tuesday, March 15, 2011
Monday, March 14, 2011
I was driving to home from office n as usual Everyday whenever i cross by this place i pray to god that i do not have to come to this place ever to bade a last gud bye to anyone. This is the place we all saw u the one last time n u vanished like a breeze of ash n v all cud do nothing. Its ur bday today n i thought to stop for a while n wish ur soul a happy n contended life. Today i admit n regret that i cud ve done much more for u than i did. But i can only regret now. God bless. Saying that i miss u seems so meagre coz the hollow feeling created by ur absence is much more. God is so cruel.
14th March 1985, when he was born.
Every year we celebrated this day with cakes and candles. Today the cake and candles are not here. All we have is his memories and the wonderful time we have spent together.
So many events have passed with years. His mundan, his engineering, his first job but his birthday was always the best day amongst all, as it came once all these years. He was the one who always believe in celebrations, he was the one who taught us how to make these events so special with these small celebrations at 12 in night. What to celebrate today but whom to wish and with whom to celebrate. Today no one is around, when this moment was so special for all of us.
13th March is our mummy’s birthday. I even could not wish her Happy Birthday. These 2 days were always so special for all of us.
But I want to wish today Anup a very very happy birthday and all the blessings which I could not give to you all these years. May god let me hug you once today. Missing you so much bhai.
Lot to talk about and lot to celebrate. Time and years will not heal this hollow feeling..
It’s 12’ o clock now and I want to sing this for you !!“Happy Birthday to You - Happy Birthday to You - Happy Birthday to Dear Anup - Happy Birthday to You - May God Bless you – May God Bless you – Happy Birthday – Happy Birthday - Happy Birthday to Dear Anup”