Tuesday, August 31, 2010

A mother's petition to thee

I believed you are the creator of this majestic world;
I believed you do justice and have a gracious heart;
I believed I am your best -loved child.

But today I have to ask you something:
If you wanted me to renounce the most precious gift of my life,
you could have summoned me atleast once.

You could have given me a chance to :
let me snuggle my child (anup) --only once,
let me prepare his favourite food--- only once,
let me see him licking his fingers ---only once,
let me shower all my love on him ---only once,
let me see him smiling ---only once,
let me buy him his few favourite things---only once,
let me have a stroll with him---- only once,
let me bid him a final bye----only once!

Tell me : why couldn't you let me do all these simple things and I could have lived with these memories and endured your decision .

Do you think this is justice;
do you think I can handle it!

If yes: give me a fair explanation--- Only once;
You have to confront me----ONLY ONCE !

I will accept your verdict; your power and your regulations ,
but a mother deserves to know --- why! why! why


Lalit Suri said...

Excellent thought !!
I believe everyone in my family is asking the same question to God and waiting for the reply. It is most difficult to answer my mom when she ask me why Anup, why if he was so good to everyone, why when he never thought wrong for anyone, why now when it's time for him to start over a new life, why Anup. I usually got all her answers but I could never answer this.
We all are seeking for a reply, and we all can not believe that we are crying for him, we never thought about this injustice. I wish not for me but at least my mom should get a reply, why him. My concerns are now my worries, may god give her strength always....

निर्मला कपिला said...

ललित इन सवालों का जवाब कभी नही मिलता। क्या कभी चोर कहेगा कि मैने आपका समान चुराया है? तो भगवान कैसे कहेगा कि मैने बीन्साफी की है। हमे बस अपनी हिम्मत बना कर उसे ये दिखाना है कि हम उस से लड सकते हैं। अनूप हमारा नही था ये तो भगवान ने पता नही किस बात का बदला लेने के लिये उसे यहाँ भेजा था। सब कुछ अपनी जगह सही है मगर माँ के सवाल फिर भी अपनी जगह जरूर रहेंगे। मगर वक्त का मरहम इसका जवाब देगा। जब मेरे जवान भाई मरे थे तो मुझे नही लगता था कि माँ अब जी पायेगे3ए मगर उनके हौसले ने हमे भी जानक़ सिखाया है। तुम्हारा हौसला ही तुम्हारी माँ को जीने की प्रेरणा दे सकता है। सदा सुखी रहो आशीर्वाद।