A mother's petition to thee

I believed you are the creator of this majestic world;

I believed you do justice and have a gracious heart;

I believed I am your best -loved child.

But today I have to ask you something:

If you wanted me to renounce the most precious gift of my life,

you could have summoned me atleast once.

You could have given me a chance to :

let me snuggle my child (anup) --only once,

let me prepare his favourite food--- only once,

let me see him licking his fingers ---only once,

let me shower all my love on him ---only once,

let me see him smiling ---only once,

let me buy him his few favourite things---only once,

let me have a stroll with him---- only once,

let me bid him a final bye----only once!

Tell me : why couldn't you let me do all these simple things and I could have lived with these memories and endured your decision .

Do you think this is justice;

do you think I can handle it!

If yes: give me a fair explanation--- Only once;

You have to confront me----ONLY ONCE !

I will accept your verdict; your power and your regulations ,

but a mother deserves to know --- why! why! why