Thursday, October 7, 2010

"My First Hello wit My Brother"

Me and Anup....My life's very first precious close friend...

"My First Hello with My Brother"....but dnt know that U had't gave me a chance to say Good By.

From day one without knowing it, I loved you with all my heart.

As I grew older I looked up to you and to no other.

Yes, We fought many of times but you supported,

and encouraged me in everything I did.

You were my Best Friend and My Hero.

At nights I miss u like so much as i know you are not here.

I miss your comfort and the way you made me feel safe.

I miss our nonsense arguments and all our wrestling matches just to pass time.

I like to remember our times togehther good times and the bad.

I regret the times I yelled at you when you were only trying to help,

but you know I only did it bcz you did it to me.

I wanted to do everything you did,

bcz I wanted to JUST like You!!!

I miss ypur Big Smile,

and I miss the way we love to have U alwz searches new places for me..

But most of all I miss your reassuring hugs...:-(...:-(

"I wish I could go back and tell you how i felt,

tell you that I really need U."

I really loved to wear your all time ventilated shorts no matter what i said...

like I did when I was little.

But there is one more truth that there is a certain aloneness that can never filled...:'(

I miss U Bhai,...I miss your Smile....

I cant put my heart in these lines, I only want You to know how much I love u...


Lalit Suri said...

Hi ankur,
It's really a nice snap !!
Though I loved both of you equally, but I completely understand how you are feeling these days. I must tell you nowadays, I could not keep thinking about him more as whenever I started thinking about him suddenly one thought strike me hard that he can not come back ever. The thought that I can't see him ever in my life is bothering me more these days. His memories are getting harder now and every time I visit his blog, I can't dare to write about him more. Missing him soo very much these days. Take care bhai !!

कुमार राधारमण said...

Emotions bind us.